As my bday approaches I am having my annual existential crisis. I have literally been thinking about the meaning of life every day for the last week. I wish it were as simple as me being satisfied with I think therefore I am... But I wouldn't be an Eternal Intern if that was enough.
This time last year I had moved up to an assistant... how did I get back to interning? Thank the lord that at least my internship is paid at the moment! I couldn't imagine having to go back to working at Trader Joe's and Urth Cafe to support my eternal intern life!
Perhaps I should have just started out in the mailroom of an agency and stuck it out and progressed within one company. Perhaps I should have just endured that producer and his dogs that made my life a bit of a nightmare. Perhaps, I should have taken some more time off to write. I did finish my first feature script, but what good did that too? Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...
Really wishing that life could be a beautiful Disney movie right about now. Though I have enjoyed every minute of this roller coaster ride, on this birthday I will be wishing for my Happily Ever After...
xxx Rose
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